if i only knew your name, i'd go from door to door;;

I realize it is not sunday, so my weekly post is coming a day early.

I feel that although very little actual work was completed this week, a lot has happened this week. I thought for sure that Martin and I were calling it quits, but we had a chat and he really opened up and expressed some of the feelings I previously thought he was a little to immature to express; this had a drastic effect on the way I view Martin and things seem to be going in the right direction now.

We went to a halloween party yesterday and had so much fun together, despite the fact that my nemesis was there, and being creepy and trying to tell me that she misses me and needs me... Martin was fantastic, just being with him, dancing, singing along with the band that was playing, meeting random new people...he was amazing. Seeing him in a new environment is always exciting. Any person changes depending on what setting they are placed in, and he always seems to be so different depending on where he is. He is always very pleased to be with me, which is something I appreciate, as it was definetely missing in my last relationship. Martin just seems to always have something up his sleeve, he knows what to do in awkward social situations. He handled the nemesis thing really well and was super sweet about the whole thing, he said " Shouldn't your nemesis be in competition with you?" which I didn't really understand until he explained further, "Shouldn't she be at least close to attractive and smart as you?"...

That was probably an un-necessary swoonfest of a post, but sometimes swooning is necessary.